My husband of 30 years has been in affair for almost 3 years now with his old girlfriend from college. She isn’t pretty, but is a lawyer and has family wealth. My husband keeps saying he wants to end the affair and reconcile with me; but he never ends it and I have stopped believing him. After waiting 2 and a half years for him, I filed for divorce a month ago. He is angry at me and blames me for everything. My kids agree he is not mentally well. There always were problems in the marriage that I tried hard to help us fix, but he never did his part. I am sick about divorce but he has left me no good choices! Please pray for Gods perfect will and a healed heart for me and my adult kids.