Midlife Dimensions

6:10 PM

dumbfounded2

surety - It is so very hard when you do not hear from them.

6:11 PM

surety

dumbfounded2 it is, I agree, but is it strange that I have this incredible peace. I love him to death, but he needs Jesus bad, and so that is my focus for us right now. He would have to be a new man in Christ for us to ever work together.

6:03 PM

surety

"A new command I give you: Love one another As I have loved you, so you must love one another. By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another: John 13:34-35

6:03 PM

surety

welcome to each of you, I hope today has been a wonderful day for you.

6:03 PM

Cricket

Hi all. Good to see everyone this evening. We know Valentine's Day is a difficult time but know that our H's are remembering us today as well.

6:04 PM

Bluesky

Hi surety, cricket and dumbfounded, good to see you all. I usually don't have this much traffic so early.

6:04 PM

surety

hi Miss Cricket and Bluesky how are you

6:04 PM

Cricket

Bluesky - Yes. I've been so busy working on my big fundraiser; it's good to join you tonight.

6:04 PM

Bluesky

surety are you in for Hannah tonight? I know she struggles to get here after work. We all wish she could find one full time job.

6:05 PM

Bluesky

Cricket yes you have.

6:05 PM

surety

Bluesky: no I think it my month, re rotate every other month

6:05 PM

Bluesky

surety oh she made it in last week, that is why I asked

6:05 PM

Cricket

surety - I haven't seen you in awhile, nice to see you tonight.

6:06 PM

Bluesky

Tiger usually comes in too, last week we had several people.

6:06 PM

surety

Bluesky: I couldn’t get my password to work, so it was good she was here to help you.

6:06 PM

Cricket

dumbfounded2 - How are things going for you lately?

6:07 PM

Cricket

Hey Tiger

6:07 PM

surety

Cricket: remember when you talked about how God reveals if someone should be in our life or not?

6:07 PM

Cricket

Hi butons2

6:07 PM

surety

buttons2 & Tiger welcome to both of you tonight.

6:07 PM

Bluesky

surety uh oh. I had to switch computers and it took me some time to figure out my password too. It's nice when it is automatic.

6:07 PM

buttons2

Cricket surety hello ladies

6:07 PM

Tiger

hello everyone!!!

6:07 PM

dumbfounded2

Cricket- I have encouraging news. Many of you may know my situation and the fact that H has been slowly reconnecting over the past few months. Today is our 24th wedding anniversary. The last contact with H was last Monday when he showed up with breakfast, well today he called and wanted to remind ME that today is our anniversary and he didn’t want me to think he forgot and then he went on to say he has never forgotten, so PTL!

6:08 PM

Bluesky

buttons2 Tiger, welcome tonight

6:08 PM

Tiger

happy valentine’s day

6:08 PM

buttons2

Bluesky thanks

6:08 PM

buttons2

Tiger to you too

6:08 PM

Bluesky

dumbfounded2 that is great news. Happy Anniversary.

6:08 PM

surety

dumbfounded2 PTL that’s really cool

6:09 PM

buttons2

dumbfounded2 wonderful praise there!

6:09 PM

Cricket

buttons2 - Have your heard from your H since he left yet

6:09 PM

surety

dumbfounded2 it would have been our 8th on the 26th. I sent a valentine text, but we no longer have any contact.

6:09 PM

buttons2

Cricket I heard from him briefly Thursday morning before papers, he was in Bangkok? waiting for his next flight, nothing since

6:10 PM

Tiger

buttons2 - where does he go?

6:10 PM

surety

I bought a house and had him send me all my things, it seems like it kind of sealed the deal for us.

6:10 PM

dumbfounded2

surety - It is so very hard when you do not hear from them.

6:10 PM

Bluesky

buttons2 oh I guess it is Feb. Wow, when is he expected back?

6:10 PM

Tiger

dumbfounded2 - @:10 you can sure say that again!!!

6:10 PM

Cricket

dumbfounded2 - PTL - That is a HUGE praise. We know they remember but they seldom admit they do and they don't acknowledge anniversaries. This is even bigger than you realize. Hugs!

6:11 PM

Cricket

buttons2 - That's still good. I imagine the time difference makes it even more difficult to contact.

6:11 PM

surety

dumbfounded2 it is, I agree, but is it strange that I have this incredible peace. I love him to death, but he needs Jesus bad, and so that is my focus for us right now. He would have to be a new man in Christ for us to ever work together.

6:11 PM

buttons2

Tiger overseas, same place as last two times

6:12 PM

Tiger

Cricket - I felt really good about my H contacting me Monday on anniversary, even though he didn’t acknowledge it. I know he knew.

6:13 PM

Cricket

Tiger - Exactly. He KNEW he found a reason to contact you because he was thinking about you. That too was a praise.

6:13 PM

buttons2

Cricket also he hadn't slept since he left here so he's likely "dead to the world" for a while

6:13 PM

Bluesky

buttons2 how do the kids feel about him being gone?

6:13 PM

surety

all: I met a couple of men, one has a strong messianic belief, not sure I understand nor if it is where God is leading me. It confuses and scares me a little but I am not sure why

6:13 PM

dumbfounded2

Cricket - I have been quietly watching as he comes closer week after week. and I do realize how much this movement means not only to me, but to him also

6:13 PM

Tiger

Cricket - yeah and then he contacted me yesterday, wow twice in 4 days.

6:14 PM

Tiger

dumbfounded2 - that’s great about today

6:14 PM

Cricket

buttons2 - That's what I meant about the time difference contributing to it.

6:14 PM

buttons2

surety that might be a sign right there if it scares and confuses you

6:14 PM

buttons2

Cricket yeah, I'm sure

6:14 PM

Cricket

Tiger - Yes, big praises. The Lord is working. It will continue to take time but still a wonderful sign to show you how the Lord is working.

6:14 PM

surety

buttons2 I am sure you are right, God is not the author of confusion

6:15 PM

Tiger

Cricket - yes it is, that mountain is moving slowly, but its movement

6:15 PM

Cricket

dumbfounded2 - I know you do and it's helpful for others to see this progress too. These things are helpful to everyone in this journey.

6:15 PM

buttons2

Bluesky I know our D understands as she and I manage to converse sometimes however our S is another story since he doesn't say a whole ton or have much communication with us/me, he did ask me about movie nights on the night his GF and family have family night but, it was the night I work at store so.

6:16 PM

Cricket

Tiger - Remember that the Lord has work for us too. We need time for our own healing and growth to be the woman He sees us to be. Not that it's our fault, but that the Lord has even more for us than we know.

6:16 PM

buttons2

surety no he sure is not, if things were sure then you would know and not feel the way you do, there is something causing caution in your heart and mind

6:16 PM

surety

Cricket thank you, nice to see you here too. I catch a glimpse of what’s going on with you once in a while.

6:17 PM

dumbfounded2

Tiger- Thank you. I have been in the clouds ever since he called, but also have a very strange peace about all of it, just very encouraging in the big picture

6:17 PM

Bluesky

surety congrats on buying the house. That must feel great.

6:17 PM

buttons2

bluesky he is gone for a month and yes, it is HALF-Way through Feb already! I have reports due into office a week Monday!

6:17 PM

Tiger

dumbfounded2 - that’s the way I feel this week too, strange

6:17 PM

surety

Bluesky it does and thank you.

6:18 PM

Cricket

Tiger - From what you shared, you are like me in needing time to work on recovering from damage done in our childhood/past. It was because of this journey, that I worked on myself and repaired my self esteem. If it weren't for this, I'd have keep on keeping on and not taken time for myself.

6:18 PM

Bluesky

buttons2 I was just talking with a friend today about how we are half way thru Feb again. Last year was fast and I think it is going to be another fast year.

6:18 PM

buttons2

Bluesky me too

6:18 PM

Cricket

surety - Yes, congratulations on your new home. Huge steps to make on our own.

6:19 PM

Bluesky

surety do you have any family living with you?

6:19 PM

buttons2

All - I am out of practice having an empty bed, right now I have a pillow laying at the top of his side, feels so weird to lay in the bed on either side and know that it doesn't matter if I snore or not

6:19 PM

buttons2

surety a new house, wonderful! congrats!

6:19 PM

Tiger

Cricket - yep and I have. I realize that I can take care of myself. I don’t HAVE to or NEED anyone else, don’t get me wrong. I still know that my H will come back one day, until then it’s me and God.

6:20 PM

Bluesky

buttons2 hahaha, I do that too. I am not sure I want to give up all my space some day. Lol

6:20 PM

Tiger

buttons2 - go ahead and snore away!! lol lol

6:20 PM

surety

Cricket it’s amazing how this journey has brought many of us and our spouses around full circle, so that we work on our personal relationship first, and learn to leave it all to God for the rest. I was a mess and completely miserable, but He has given me such a new look on life and I have learned so much about His love that I don't think I would have learned staying in it with my h either. I know I don’t want to grow old alone, would go home if he called and ask, but also know that he must be a new man in Christ as well. He's so very lost.

6:21 PM

Cricket

surety - I was introduced to a nice man who helped me with my motorcycle. A friend asked me if I was sure this man was not from the Lord. I said I doubted it and thought only of this person as a friend who was very helpful. I prayed over it and the next time I went on a motorcycle ride that this man was at, he said, "Did I tell you I'm a Buddhist Monk?" I laughed out loud and clearly got my answer.

6:21 PM

Tiger

Bluesky buttons2 - do you know that I still sleep on my side of the bed only.

6:21 PM

buttons2

Bluesky :) yeah, I just wish I could SLEEP properly yet! I know I will settle but ICK it's been a crazy week and then lack of sleep! Reports due and my brain is mush

6:21 PM

buttons2

Tiger I mostly always have, my H was in Navy for just over a year after we were married and I slept on my side then too

6:22 PM

buttons2

Cricket YUP, that's an answer!!!

6:22 PM

Bluesky

Cricket that’s funny that he should blurt that out

6:22 PM

surety

Cricket I remember that. I met someone just recently, thought I wanted to know him more until he invited me to come stay the week end in his house. It completely changed my thoughts, and he has said some really crazy things since. God reveals, I asked him to and boy did HE

6:22 PM

Cricket

surety - YES. My sister and friends had worried because my H is so lost and not supportive or appreciative of me. They worried when he was reconnecting that I would lose the growth I'd accomplished. I too agree that I would not have grown or worked on my healing except for this journey. I'd have continued doing everything the same.

6:23 PM

Cricket

Bluesky - Yes he did just volunteer the info suddenly. Then like surety, there were more things he shared that made me absolutely sure and I have had no contact since.

6:24 PM

surety

buttons2 yes I actually bought the house with my oldest daughter, and am blessed to get to experience watching my 3 granddaughters grow. My daughter said how cool it will be for them to remember growing up with Grandma. My bedroom is actually the slumber party room (master room).

6:24 PM

Bluesky

Cricket I am really trying to bite my tongue with my cousin. She got a proposal today (married 2x) been living with this guy for some time. She is going around telling everyone on FB that God told her they were getting married and the date this year.

6:24 PM

Cricket

buttons/Tiger - In all my years in law enforcement, we often worked different shifts so I was pretty used to sleeping on my own and have continued to stay on my own side too.

6:24 PM

surety

Tiger me too and we live in different states. (same side of the bed) too cute

6:25 PM

buttons2

surety wonderful!!! I know our children and the other older grandchildren all remember sleep over’s in the living room of their home

6:25 PM

Bluesky

Tiger oh I still sleep on my side, but I sure do stretch out all over while watching TV.

6:25 PM

Cricket

Bluesky - Yes, don't you want to scream when you see people interpreting things the way they want to interpret them?

6:25 PM

surety

Cricket I am still raw and a work in progress. Still learning

6:25 PM

buttons2

Cricket I realized I'm not much of a shifter in my sleep so no gravitating elsewhere to start with except if H seemed receptive to cuddling

6:25 PM

Bluesky

Cricket yes yes yes

6:26 PM

dumbfounded2

Tiger - I sleep on my side too. I have tried but always end up right back on my side, guess I always will

6:26 PM

Tiger

all- if you stand at the foot of the bed and look towards the headboard, my side is the left side, always has been, always will I guess.

6:27 PM

buttons2

Tiger mine is right

6:27 PM

Cricket

surety - How cool to be able to be part of your grandchildren's lives. I know this journey has really given me opportunities I would never have had. When I stopped focusing on my H and really gave my future to the Lord, He really did so many cool things.

6:28 PM

Cricket

buttons2 - I'm the same way. My kitties come cuddle and I know they feel safe because I don't shift that much either.

6:28 PM

buttons2

Cricket :) bunny lays beside me to cuddle but sleeps on H's side at end of bed

6:29 PM

buttons2

cricket lately though he's slept on my side near the end, even before H left

6:29 PM

Cricket

buttons2 - My kitties sleep on the foot of the bed most of the time too but particularly one of them comes and cuddles particularly in the early morning but sometimes during the night. She makes me too warm and she gets too warm after awhile and then moves back to the foot of the bed.

6:30 PM

surety

Cricket you know I take still life (nature photos). I have been taking pictures for a gal, some will end up in the city magazine for art she has in a show in city hall for 4 months. Then in a show in Rock Spring Wy, and then we will work on her portfolio and cards. It's a blast to pursue this, and the funny thing is my h bought me a camera for my wedding gift and a more advanced digital for Our Last Christmas together. It’s a blast and I love taking photos especially of flowers and of the sky. The ones for the magazine are of blooms made from "ring neck pheasant feathers"

6:30 PM

buttons2

Cricket :) yes sometimes that happens with bunny too

6:30 PM

Cricket

Tiger - That's my H's side too, always was.

6:31 PM

Cricket

surety - Wow, very cool. How exciting to see your work at City Hall and published on cards, etc. Yes, one more example of things we wouldn't have pursued except for this journey.

6:32 PM

surety

Cricket that new focus and future from the Lord is what I believe I am experiencing too. you and swan, well Lisa and many others, kept harping at me to follow God (matt 6:33) guess I listened and am listening!!! :*)

6:32 PM

Cricket

surety - Awww Grasshopper, LOL I really am proud of you!

6:32 PM

Tiger

surety - I love taking pictures too, everyone has always commented on how good my pictures are.

6:32 PM

surety

Cricket eventually I will continue with my own cards and calendars again.

6:33 PM

Cricket

surety - You'll have to share some of your photos with us when you can.

6:33 PM

buttons2

surety sounds like SO much fun, glad to hear you are finding joy and you in this time!

6:33 PM

surety

Cricket thank you, but it was this journey and the wonderful ladies, Jim and Bill here that really helped.

6:33 PM

surety

Tiger that's really wonderful. I keep asking God to help me use my photography to serve HIM

6:34 PM

Bluesky

all, a lot of good news and praises tonight.

6:35 PM

surety

buttons2 thanks I still have rough edges. and I'd love to have a wonderful God fearing man, companion to share it all with, thought my h was my forever, not sure, but I am learning God will show me

6:35 PM

surety

Tiger we'd love to see some of you photos too. my avatar is actually a photo I took

6:35 PM

buttons2

ALL so the interim superintendent of the SD came to the school today, it was SO unnerving because she sat in my class with my principal for a while. I winged it with something because it was Valentine's and our class' 100 day celebration, one of the students had brought 100 animals and I asked the students to guess how many each would get if they shared them, the student is SLOW, she did first hand out then I got in and gently tossed to each child.

6:36 PM

Tiger

surety - that would be cool. I would love to show them off

6:36 PM

Cricket

Surety - The same for me. If it weren't for this journey, I would never have pursued the various things I have, I would never had traveled to Europe, never learned to ride my Harley, etc etc. AND yes the angels here and Jim Conway were my life line.

6:37 PM

Bluesky

Cricket I still want to get over to Hawaii.

6:37 PM

buttons2

ALL the whole board of trustees has agreed to come but it won't be until after the next community consultation, although it is before the last one which is also the vote day, the one parent who drives me crazy wrote a really good message to the trustees (so I am told) and she's heard back from 4 or so saying they will vote against relocation, that means we need ONE more

6:38 PM

Cricket

buttons2 - That sounds wonderful. I bet that you did great but I can understand it made you nervous.

6:38 PM

buttons2

bluesky I still want to get off this continent or at least get off this Island!

6:38 PM

surety

Tiger silly but my side of the bed is always the one where he would be between me and the door. I am always protected away from someone entering the room. Even in my home without my h.

6:38 PM

Bluesky

buttons2 have you ever been outside your country?

6:39 PM

Cricket

Bluesky - I LOVE Hawaii and it was a favorite vacation place for my H and me. We spent many anniversaries there so I made a point to return on my own to reclaim it. When my H was reconnecting, he said we'd return to reclaim it together.

6:39 PM

buttons2

Cricket I hope it came across wonderful, the whole "tossing" animal’s thing but the kids liked it, yes very unnerving as this is like "the employer" of us so.

6:39 PM

Bluesky

surety my d does that too when we stay in a hotel.

6:39 PM

surety

buttons2 this "island" of mid life?

6:39 PM

Tiger

surety - that’s funny

6:40 PM

buttons2

bluesky I have been down the coast of your country and then to the next province beside us, midway flew OVER a part of the country to a major city and then drove STRAIGHT back to this island

6:40 PM

buttons2

surety well that one too but where I live

6:40 PM

surety

Bluesky I hope to walk in the Honolulu marathon one day, it's another goal

6:40 PM

Cricket

buttons2 - Isn't it funny how even when we live in a beautiful place that tourists want to visit, we are drawn to other areas. I am the same. My area is a tourist area too and when I travel, I am reminded how lucky I am, much like your area

6:41 PM

buttons2

bluesky and surety I have traveled most of the province I live in with family as dad worked all over it however there are places I want to see

6:41 PM

Bluesky

surety oh so glad you said walk. I couldn't run if I wanted too.

6:42 PM

surety

buttons2 we

6:42 PM

surety

we always went to Hawaii almost every summer.

6:43 PM

buttons2

Cricket I LOVE my area but it's over 45 years of living here and not really experiencing much other than here, last night is an example of the beauty and of God's power, the wind was the HARDEST I can remember since we started doing papers, the water was Crashing and white-capping, it was stunning! I really wanted to capture it but D's phone and mine do not like night photos. sigh

6:43 PM

surety

Bluesky oh there is NO WAY I would run. I walk a lot in summer months, some time up to 3 miles a day, but no way never run. I tried jogging once, ick

6:43 PM

buttons2

surety what are you meaning @42

6:43 PM

hannah

hi just got in from work

6:44 PM

Bluesky

hannah hi glad you could make it tonight. You must be tired.

6:44 PM

Cricket

Surety - Yes my H and took many trips to Hawaii through the years, various islands and spent many anniversaries. He then took the OW there on their honeymoon but that caused problems because he kept remembering me and admitted that to the OW which caused them to fight the whole time. Oh well.

6:44 PM

Cricket

Hi Hannah - Wow it's been a long time.

6:44 PM

buttons2

surety bluesky I was the SLOWEST "runner" every time in PE, hated it!!! NO ONE else would be around when I finished, barely even the teacher waiting to record my time!!!! Most were even half-way changed--- run or jog never!!!

6:44 PM

buttons2

Hey hannah!!! Glad to see you

6:44 PM

Bluesky

buttons2 hahaha

6:45 PM

Bluesky

surety I walk daily here with a friend 3 miles too, it is quite nice here right now but come summer, got to switch to something inside.

6:46 PM

surety

Cricket the last time I went was when I was pregnant with my oldest daughter. She has always wanted to go there; I remind her she’s been there. I even dug a hole in the sand for my belly so I could sun bathe. She doesn't see any humor in it, I do!

6:47 PM

buttons2

cricket I listen to quite a few of the other teachers and they've travelled here and there and had these experiences and I feel like this dull little Christian girl who never partied, never travelled, the "worst" I did was get pregnant before I was married

6:47 PM

Bluesky

well ladies, since there are 4 of us tonight, I think I will head out and start my dinner.

6:47 PM

surety

Bluesky at the beginning of this journey I walked and cried, and prayed a lot. Help with my figure so it was a win win situation

6:47 PM

hannah

goodnight bluesky

6:47 PM

Cricket

surety - I see the humor

6:47 PM

Bluesky

Good night all. Yeah me too surety.

6:48 PM

surety

Bluesky night have a great week

6:48 PM

hannah

Cricket how was your fundraiser?

6:48 PM

buttons2

surety we keep telling our D she's been horseback riding, thing is she was inside me at the time. I was 7 mths pregnant and had NEVER ridden before (haven't since either)

6:48 PM

Tiger

all- I’m going to get going. I have to work tonight. oh, I’m getting a new guy tomorrow, another rookie. I have 1 that is 63 with tons of time, and then I have 6 that are rookies with less that 1 yr on the road. I feel like I am raising 6 boys

6:48 PM

hannah

Tiger have a good night

6:48 PM

surety

Tiger good luck to you , have a great night

6:48 PM

Tiger

hannah - hey, you too

6:48 PM

hannah

Tiger thanks

6:49 PM

surety

Hannah, my tea buddy, miss you. how have you been?

6:49 PM

buttons2

Tiger night, take care

6:50 PM

surety

I pray each of you have a wonderful week. If you wouldn't care I might sign off, to chase the little girls into their jammies. They are 4 and 2 1/2.

6:50 PM

Cricket

hannah - It went very well, 550 people attended and I've gotten lots of positive feedback. There were glitches behind the scenes that will need to be fixed but the public didn't see it. I worried that I didn't have time to really formulate my welcome speech but it probably turned out better because I had a theme and I've been told it very good because it you could tell it was from my heart.

6:50 PM

buttons2

surety take care, night!

6:51 PM

buttons2

Cricket wonderful! From the heart is often best!

6:51 PM

Cricket

surety - Enjoy.

6:52 PM

buttons2

Well ladies I am EXHAUSTED, Doing papers on my own tomorrow, then 4 hours at the corner store and apparently need to work on report cards too! SIGH! Guess it's a good thing H is away

6:52 PM

Cricket

buttons2 - Yes several people I know well told me it was perfect and I don't think they'd have said anything if they didn't believe what they said. I could tell it was received well by the crowd.

6:52 PM

surety

Night and thank you. Cricket, Hannah, Buttons2 thank you, have a wonderful day. Remember, God loves us and His love is all encompassing. Amazing huh! I am glad I had that encounter at my first retreat and this wonderful gal told me How much God loved me. I had no clue. His love is great! His love to each of you!

6:52 PM

Cricket

buttons2 - I understand. Please take care of yourself. I'm tired too so we won't stay long.

6:53 PM

buttons2

ALL please keep praying for the school and the students as this Tues is the next meeting to "consult"

6:53 PM

Cricket

surety - Yes I sure miss our annual retreats. We were so blessed to have those through the years.

6:53 PM

buttons2

Cricket yes, you must be! I hope your wrap up is done very soon and you can rest!

6:53 PM

Cricket

buttons2 - I made progress this week. I started writing my thank you letters tonight but only got a couple done.

6:54 PM

hannah

So glad it went well Cricket

6:54 PM

buttons2

Cricket small steps

6:54 PM

Cricket

hannah - Thanks. buttons2 - Yes just getting them started helps as it helps formulate the theme of the letters.

6:54 PM

buttons2

Cricket for sure.

6:55 PM

buttons2

Hugs and prayers and wishes for a wonderful weekend to each of you! night

6:55 PM

hannah

well goodnight Cricket, have a good evening.

6:56 PM

Cricket

hannah - You too. So glad you stopped in tonight. Good to have some of us together from past retreats.

6:56 PM

hannah

Cricket I know I was talking to Leanous and Joey about having an oldies retreat and

6:57 PM

hannah

We thought it was a great idea

6:57 PM

Cricket

I know surety has been really working on a retreat as she said if even just for facilitators.

6:57 PM

hannah

Right now with work and everything I don't get to church at all. I'm just not being fed spiritually.

6:58 PM

Cricket

I can imagine. Is there any church near you that has an evening service? Even if you could find a Beth Moore group to join it would really help.

6:59 PM

Cricket

My church just started a Ladies Beth Moore group in the evening.

6:59 PM

hannah

my schedule changes each week, when I do get to church we haven't had a minister for 4 years now and the interim one finished this past December so everything is temporary. I offered to run a bible study but it didn't go over very well

7:00 PM

Cricket

A couple at my church started a program called the Truth Project that has been very interesting and you can miss a week and not be out of touch. It may be that you are being directed to a new church.

7:01 PM

hannah

I wondered that I, Cricket, even my friend who has gone there all her life is wondering about finding a new church. Well I will let you go but please keep me in your prayers.

7:02 PM

Cricket

hannah - From what you shared, it definitely feels that way.

7:03 PM

Cricket

Hannah - The last email form Laneous I replied all and your email returned undeliverable.

7:03 PM

hannah

Cricket I went back to my old email it should have got to me

7:05 PM

hannah

I guess it is time to say goodnight, both tired

7:06 PM

Cricket

Hannah - Yes I realized this past week of meetings every night has taken it's toll. Get some rest.

7:06 PM

hannah

Goodnight

6:10 PM

dumbfounded2

surety - It is so very hard when you do not hear from them.

6:11 PM

surety

dumbfounded2 it is, I agree, but is it strange that I have this incredible peace. I love him to death, but he needs Jesus bad, and so that is my focus for us right now. He would have to be a new man in Christ for us to ever work together.